When dreams meet reality.....

Hello my friends,

yeah i know it´s been a while, but this has a reason.

(meet my girls in 2D and 3D - That are verious pics of Yumi and Asuka)

Actually it has two reasons.
The reasons are named Asuka and Yumi.
But let´s start from the beginning. Last year in March a friend of mine posted some about the birth of his son on G+.
I am a person who never wanted kids my own. I always thought it kills my freedom and my dreams. But i was wrong. Instead of kids i hunt for a dream i never could reach, and i blamed my bad health for the fact i failed. But it wasn´t true. I was not honest with myself.
I am personally not made to go big and make a career or live in a country far away. The only thing in my life i REALLY can is sharing love. My only good thing i can give is my heart, and therefore i had wrong goals for such a long time.
But with the sharings of my friend Matt, i found out that there is no better way to share my love then having a project wich is bigger than anything.
Create new life is a wonder, and with the birth of the son of Matt, i realize that i want that wonder too.
I switched my dream which was only a dream, and i decided to go for an adventure i can see, touch, love and which is REALLY worth to do.
I decided to have a kid my own.

The changes were low, the situation was bad, man i live a instable life, but my heart told me it was right. And i tell you something:

Wonders happen sometimes, especially when you believe in it.

In a very short time, the wish become reality and my wife got pregnant. Life and love found a way. And life loved us, cause we both felt there is something special with that pregnancy. Love was strong in my wife, and so the wonder happens. The love was too strong for a kid, so life gave us TWINS.
Yeah, you read right. Twins!!!
A really special thing. To have twins is a chance from 1:100. Especially if we not have any twins in my or wife´s family.
We are blessed with luck, and the luck becomes bigger and bigger.

So now we expect 2 girls. Yes, i wished so much for girls, and my dream come true. 2 nice girls for my little family. Asuka and Yumi, that´s the girls names, are now my future i can feel and see (at least on a sonogram).

The both will be born in May and the grow perfect.
I still love Japan, and i still collect figures, that never change. But sure my life is now focused on my special "delivery" i pre-ordered almost 9 month before. Selected with love, delivered with luck and made out of a deep and strong relationship.

I never realized that a real lucky life not depend on material stuff or what you´ve done. Real life is based on the love you share, and i will do. I will always make my girls smile and give them all the love they need. I feel strong, cause i have the luck on my side.
I resume that blog, but the themes i write about will focus on a different side of my life.

I really love too write about my family, and about what i feel. So if you like, you can follow me on my way to a future. Follow me to see how this world move forward with two new persons stepping on that planet.

Thanks to all of you who still follow this page, i hope you will love what i do, like i do love my girls.

Yours Shinji-kun

(my daughter Asuka in an actual 4D scan ^^ She is dreaming)

Petanko Madoka Magica Full Set - Showcase !

Hello Friends,


it´s been a few days but therefore i have some figures to show you.
It is from the great Petanko series again. And this time it is a BIG set of pics. I show off the whole Team including the limited Kubey figure.
Less talk more pics. Enjoy <3

As you see it was a complete exclusive set. The Kyubey in the set are only available in the complete set. So i must get em all. But to complete my collection it was a sure thing.

Start with Madoka <3

Homura-chan, my personal start of the series. Stop time for love. Nothing deeper than this in the series ~<3

Mami, poor headless girl. Ok in my shelf she keep her head if she stay away from Charlotte ^^

Sayaka, despaired cause of rejected love. The deepest and meaningful form of desperation. I mean, what other emotion is worth to fight for until death ? Love is worth to die for without a doubt or fear. I would die just for one second at the side of the girl i love. But i tell you a little secret. Die for the one you love it is easy. You just must step in front of the person to protect him/her from the bullet shot at you love. Just jump before the car to push the one you love away and die instead of the one. So easy, just an instinct.
The REAL challenge for love is to LIVE for the one you love. Fight every day for your love and support the one you love. Die is easy and a prove of love for sure. But to live for the one you love is the ultimate prove of love you can give to some other.

Cheeky Sakura. I love cheeky tsun girls. Hard shell, soft core, deep love. Just like my Asuka <3

And last but not least the only "not girl" here. Kyubey ^^
 EX Number - prove of limitation !

Finally the whole team ~<3
Wait wait.... Mami... where´s your head ? *looool*

All right girls ? Oh i see you trade your clothes ? See it is possible to remove the heads of the girls.But that is the only option to alter Petanko figures. Move or replace the head. They are not pose-able.

With differen clothes they look funny.. I love Homura with Madoka clothes ^^

I hope you enjoyed the many pics and the bit love-talk inside the Unboxing. You see i am not fully out of this topic ^^

Be lovely to each other,

Shinji-kun

Sada-chan trading dreams....

Hello Friends,


SUNDAY - time for Sadako ^^ YES YES <3

Sorry it is not halloween or something but i just i love the pic.

See friends, world is about love, that is what i always. Love, dreams, and hope. The 3 basements of a good live.

I love my wife, i dream of a family, and i hope for a future. See i had a dream in the past. Those who know the blog from the start know that my dream was to move to Japan and live the live i only dream. Want to be in a land where i belong to and live the live i like.
But time changes and dream change too.

I quit my dreams about moving. So this blog come to an end after all. No no you will see more unboxings soon and read my weird stuff. But the original reason for this blog ends today. My dreams will now be moved to reality. I trade one dream for another. I trade Japan for a new life. I trade my weird attitude for some serious. I trade the careless life for responsibility. I will have a new dream.
I will expand my love. And how could i do better than create new life with the person which i love more than ever.
I will have a kid soon. Let´s hope that fate is nice to me and fulfill this dream. I can´t wait to hold the ultimate prove of my love to my wife in my own hands. The moment when time stand still is not longer on the bridge over Sumida river in Tokyo. The moment when my time stand still will be the birth of my kid now. A journey for the rest of my lifetime. The only options to make my love to my wife deeper and stronger.
Two become three. The we way we go together we will share with the result of our love.
You know that love doubles when shared. I will spread this to the world.
I will teach my kid that if you act with love in the heart and live your dreams you maybe fail sometimes, but if you act with hate you fail for sure anytime.

People, i will write more about my family in the future. I give you my hand and guide you REAL LIFE in the world of my dreams. I am sure the day my dream come true is close, soooo close. I have hope in my heart and i am sure i can create a dream you all can see soon.

Wish me luck, love more and make this world a lovely place for all of us.

Shinji-kun <3

Sada-chan to infinity ....

Hello Friends,

it is sunday but it is not just a sunday, this sunday is an important one. But before i start i have found a cute and lovely Sada-chan for you. See and smile.

I am thoughtful at this sunday. This weekend could be the last of my old life i have. My family plans are going in the final state and next week becomes a important one.
I sit here and i think about my future. I trade my old dreams for new one´s and i hope that my future will be bright and wonderful even i see some clouds at the sky. But that´s not bad. Without rain there is no rainbow and without night there is no sunrise. So not bad to have a problem from time to time. But be honest, we all dream from a perfect future right ?

Last week was a sad one. I saw a dream die and a rule of my own life failing. I saw how a a family broke up. See that happens 1000 times, but in this case it broke my heart a bit, because it was the base of my own dreams. I mean if a perfect one break up how should my imperfect base work ?
My little family, wife and me, we are for sure not a stable base for a family. We both are a bit childish and we both live big dream even we go to far some times. But with the dream we both have we thought we can do it. Motivated due to the other family i changed my attitude and thought about my inconstant life and thought that with 33 it is time to start a halfway stable life, with kids and i realized that one of my biggest fear of the past, to get old in my hometown and with the same job like my mom´s life was, would become my future if i do the last step with my wife. I thought this fear is not bad, cause i saw that in another case it brings so much luck that i not fear this normal future anymore. But then i saw that in the case of the other family it not worked.
No i am really unsure. See, if some family which was the base of my dream, which i thought it was perfect not working, how could mine work. Weird thinking, right ? But that´s what bother my soul now.
But in the end i come to a conclusion. The others not have one thing i have. I never doubt my love, i never doubt my relationship. Sure when wife quarrel we both say sometimes stuff that we doubt but when we look in the others eyes we are see that are just words, our soul tell us different. Wife or myself never doubt our love. That´s a big difference to others. We never think about what if .....
We never think about leaving each other, we never think about what if love dies. Cause our life´s are connected. See, after 10 Years of relationship my wife and i still do all together, we still kissing each day like teens, we still tell us "i love you" ten time a day, we still discover some new in the other from day to day. Every day i wake up and see her i tell myself: YOU GOT IT ! I am rich of love cause i have her at my side.  My life is unstable and weird, but my love is strong. My love is my base, and i am sure if all others fail, my love can fix all problems for us without failing.
That´s why so many marriage broke. They always doubt things.
Most relationships are start with doubts. Die the others love me, did this last forever ? First questions most people ask them self when starting a new love. I never asked myself those questions when i met my wife. I saw her and i know that i never let her go if she is willing to do the same.
I found out that a strong relationship just need two things. That is love and closeness.
Time together, spend in love is the biggest base for a bright future and the greatest hope in dark nights when you are in desperations.

See a few years ago a did some mistakes and told my wife at one evening: It is better you go and leave me. It is not right to stand at my side after what´s happened.
She had tears in eyes and just shake head. Without words i saw she not doubt my love, not doubt my future, and she not even think a moment about leaving me. These time back than were dark and hopeless but in this time i found out that the love of my wife is my light in the darkest moments of my life. Now i remember those bad days i have a smile on my face. Even time were hard, i was never alone. And i am sure i never will be until i die. This all is a difference to the other family which failed.
Sad moments are less sad together, good ones become better when share.

So i am sure if i go this way, may little family project will be a big win, and our love will grow with my family grow. Cause i trust in love, i trust in love till infinity, and i not doubt, i never really did.
I am just sure that it work. And if it fails, ........ no it not fails. I thought about all, and still find no problem which can make it a fail.
Love always win, and YES friends, LOVE IS ALL YOU NEED. Most people forgot this fact in theses times.
You not need money, no great job, or some like that. Money not smile, a job not give a hug.

See it and know it, tust in your love. And fight for it. If your love weakens, fight and fight and not give up. Try to get it back, and YES get it back or die trying. To give up on love is like die. So i personal can give just that advice. If you give up on your love, you give up life and the reason you be on this planet.

With this words i end my journey to my soul. Net week will set my life new from the base, but this base is strong. So i smile and look forward what my life brings to me. I see a bright future. I always wanted to be important for the world. But why for the world, it is enough to be important for the persons you love, that´s more than any other.

Love and Live are not accidental written almost similar. Live is not possible without Love <3

Have a nice sunday and a bright future,

Shinji-kun